Monday, March 14, 2011
I would be willing to perfumes and necklaces of sparkling earrings and very red lipstick ....
But it seems out of autumn, spring can not be seen.
And then nothing colored dresses and fluttering voile and no frills, no sandals ... Still sweaters, jackets, scarves, umbrellas ...
And this time with the cold and wet suits my mood.
I was able to anticipate the answer to a problem that haunts me: it will be on Wednesday.
's crazy like a terrific idea and painful, a feeling of impending doom, they can make their way in the mind, to create space, always more, more and more and relegated to the newspaper, more or less normal, with a dot being stifled by a huge poisonous cloud.
Optimism was never my strong point, sometimes I tried to be pessimistic, to avoid disappointment if anything had gone wrong.
Now I try to get some more things as they come, because not everything is predictable and not all there is an umbrella.
But sometimes this pessimism and total power overwhelms me and we fall into.
Tonight I was just in this situation, when I phoned a former colleague, more friend colleague.
wanted to communicate the birth of a granddaughter, she was happy. We told the latest news, and in front of my discomfort told me: "Why do not you call me? You're not alone. Friends are not just for dinner, but also for the dark moments. If we are to carry a cane 6 meters long weighing only 2 pounds, alone can not do: scrape the ground. It takes a person on the other side to govern, not too much weight, but because it is long and just do not do ".
Then I recalled that in the past when he had a very bad period, I called, talked a lot, and I helped him almost without realizing it, because in that time he was well, had moved some of his weight on me, or had forgotten for a while, and that he availed.
And so I felt relieved, a little bit.
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